being crazy, i decided to take the route i know i'll definitely regret.
every single steps i took, every single things i passed by.
it's still the same, but to me, it's somehow different.
memories flowed through my mind in nanoseconds.
have you tried smiling at beautiful memories and at the same time, cry knowing that those beautiful memories you once had, can never be refreshed again?
i wanted so much to not remember every single details about you.
but the details in life force me to remember that you were once, part of my life.
and, ironically, i hold on to every single one of it, with my dear life, afraid that one day i might really forget everything.
it's painful..
it's painful that the particular piece in your heart was forcefully being ripped apart and you'll never find it back.
the emptiness is totally unbearable.
it's even more unbearable to know that, that someone, is not feeling your pain.
totally oblivious to it and happily moving on.
maybe, maybe i'm not ready to let him out of my life.
maybe, maybe i'm not ready to let go of everything just yet.
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