the 12th day.
i think i still need time.
i still can't tell my relatives i'm single again.
so, my heart was repeatedly ripped apart by a few of my relatives.
the aunt: "mei, do you have boyfriend?"
me: "why do you keep asking me this question?"
the grandma: "mei, i thought you're going to bring your "friend" to see me today?"
me: "i thought i told you he's going back to Malaysia for CNY? next time bah."
such a "joyful" lunar new year.
how great.
anyway, i'm learning how to calm myself down and control my emotions more effectively.
i can't say i've already mastered it.
well, at least, it's getting better.
it takes a shorter time for me to calm myself down.
now, i need to tell myself that being bestfriend is way better than being together.
though there's no _____.
and, he's not entirely yours.
at least, i can still share my life with him.
it's hard to find someone that i'm able to open up to.
since he knew so much of my stuff.
i should keep him as my bestfriend. :D
hang on tight.(:
23:32 - 26.o1.o9
Recent entries:
TWENTY20. - 22.08.20
i've moved, people.(: - o6.o9.o9
`hangaround, friends.(: - o4.o9.o9
`evil people don't deserve happiness. - 1o.o8.o9
`where is my needle? - o2.o8.o9
My profile
Archives
Notes
Diaryland
Random
RSS
others: